Annaisme

well, as this piece of human that I'm becoming I've realized some important things...mostly due to the late existence of Elliott Smith. He sung in a song that "A Distorted Reality is A Necessity to Be Free," I now know this...and I've decided to upgrade myself. Protection will be drenched in the future waters of my sanity....thus creating..um...joy! Yeah. and it's too late to make sense. I'm too thirsty to have a point. But I do want everyone who reads this not be offended because I've mentioned some things we've discussed in person...without giving you credit. I'll give you credit, like a plastic head of rice meat. She's so fake!!! But I

  Wow! We get out from school on May 23....but first final exams... What a year. I just can't even begin to think of all of the stuff that's happened this year...nor do I really want to think of them...again. I just can't help but feeling this small sliver of regret right in my chest....like if I hadn't said some things, associated with certain people....or even walked in the directions that I did....things could've ended up more positively. I might not even have to change schools...but then I might have become one of the catholic folks (which isn't bad, I just rather be me), so maybe the bad stuff that happened to me was all for the bette

 I think I have strep throat....I lost my voice. I hate being sick! Its the weekend, I had to cancel my horseback riding lesson. I've closed all of the curtains in my room, it's kind of rainy outside, but the sun is trying to ruin my gloomy sickly atmosphere, which I believe is comforting... I'm reading this really good book called "The Wind-Up Bird Chronicles" by Haruki Murakami (I think....). I'm reading other books as well... What is muy terrible is that today my family is going to a Seder dinner...and I really wanted to go because I've never been to one, but I cannot go because I will kill everyone with my cold. Umm...Yeah, I'm going